Don't know which great man or great woman said:" Really love a person and then must get him(she), love a person is not to hope that she(he) lives happily?
When my first sight at this sentence, the mind has one kind of shivering and consolation:Originally loving a person can be such great. Gradually force myself to forget her, attain not to disturb her happy life. I think that I can also attain that kind of greatness, her happiness is my happiness.
Hear she and he are together, I am happy for her. He is really a quite good man, should be able to give her what I can not give: the happy and peaceful life. And not similar to me that make her feel bored. Thought of these, I smiled and forgot that at the heart bottom having a drop of tears fall silently.
See she and he concomitant at together and originally they match each other so much: boy and girl attendants of fairies, male gifted woman beautiful.I smile ask for a sick leave to play CS1.5. I say to him, brother, I still wait for your sugar. He also knows that I love her and that night give me the sugar that to represent their happoness. I smiled, but silently threw the sugar, and forgot that there having a drop of blood to fall in my heart.
In my dream again silently appears her figure, we cry together, and then smile together.Suddenly it thunders, the outside is very black; there is no one light breeze. I don't want to open eyes and struggle to again walk into the dream. But the eye canthus has hanging of a drop of tear falls with solitude. On turning a head, see him originally haven't come back, I smiled and thought that had him to accompany, she should no longer fear. And forgot there is just a knife slowly penetrating into my heart. I exert the whole of effort learn to be great and when I will give up, I will think of that sentence, " real love a person and then must get her?Do you love a person not to hope that she liveshappily?"
When one day, I said to her:"I sincerely wish you happy."She thought and said:"You are so false."A sentence makes I realize suddenly, originally she is thus so understand me.The sort greatness that insist at my heart bottom thoroughly collapsed. I just discovered that this period of time, I am really getting more tired too much;however I am just grain of maize among the multitudes. I am impossible to be that great.
Gradually, I discovered at that time when hearing she and he being together,howmuch I hope that he is me, how much hope this is false. I cried, the tear in the heart finally falls from the eye.
See she and he concomitant together, how much I hope earnestly that the one holding the hand with her is me, how much hope earnestly this to be just a dream. I cried, that blood in the heart was already withered, leaving trace that can not be obliterated.
" Real love a person and then must get her, love a person not to hopethat she lives happily?"When this voice again rings out in the ear, I have already been getting tears coverring my face. I don't want the greatness of that sort, I as long as can get her, I think that I can give her happiness that she wants.